Wednesday, March 10, 2010

A Little Stir-Crazy

Last week began as just a normal week - school, work, studying with Tanner, midterms :( but on Thursday things changed. I felt great all week, I had just gotten over a cold, went running a few times, was getting some good study time in for my midterms... I even woke up on Thursday ready to go on an early morning run and enjoy the weather that was just beginning to warm up, but for some reason I was extremely tired. I had gotten a good 7.5 hours of sleep that night so there was no excuse for my exhaustion, but I just blew it off, snuggled back up under the covers, and went back to sleep.

A few hours later I woke to a splitting headache in my occipital region with the pain penetrating down my neck. But with my Microbiology exam that afternoon and some serious studying to do (microbiology is just not my cup o' tea) I got up and headed to the bus. I muscled through my morning classes, but my body got colder and colder as the day carried on. Before I headed off to my history class I asked Tanner for his jacket and even borrowed a jacket from a girl in class but was still freezing and miserable. While Tanner and I were studying for microbiology during lunch before taking the test, I knew I had a fever, I had a headache, my neck hurt, couldn't focus, and had all the symptoms of the flu....

Feeling even worse on Friday, I would have given anything to stay home, but I had my Anatomy Lab midterm and being on the cadavers, I couldn't have them extend the testing period for me. I pushed through and immediately went home and fell asleep. The flu symptoms, headache, stiff neck, and fever over 100, remained all weekend, so Monday morning I decided I had probably go to the doctor.

A typical doctors’ visit, I assumed I had the flu and they would just give me some drug to make me feel better and I would move on. However, as the doctor walked out he asked the nurse to get a blood sample. I don't do well with such things... I don't mind needles or blood, but for some reason when it's being taken from me, I always get dizzy and have blacked out a few times. Monday was no different. I wasn't feeling well, hadn't been drinking water, and so the inevitable happened. Poor nurse; she was little, pregnant, but so caring as she helped me onto the table to lay down. She put a wet cloth on my forehead, and got me pretzels and water. I felt terrible.

The doctor came back in, told me I had tonsillitis and a bacterial infection, gave me some antibiotics, and couldn't stress enough that I get rest and WATER (he probably told me 5 or more times). He told me that if I wasn't feeling 100% better by Wednesday or Thursday to come back immediately. I said okay and left. Tuesday night I was sitting on the couch with Tanner, not really feeling any better but enjoying the company of a strong handsome boy I hadn't seen all weekend, when I got a phone call. It was the doctor himself calling to see how I was doing. After telling him I was about the same he scheduled me for first thing Wednesday morning to check my leukocyte count. With a personal phone call from the doctor himself I knew that there must be something up, he was keeping something from me. Mine and Tanner's minds whirled as we thought of things associated with bacterial infections and white blood cells - leukemia, meningitis, pneumonia... but we just joked that I could be dying and laughed it off.

MENINGITIS!
I got to the doctors' this morning and the first thing he had done was another blood test. I was prepared though and laid down from the beginning - still got dizzy and started to feel myself fading, but pulled through :) The doctor came back in with good news. He told me with my symptoms he was concerned about bacterial meningitis - the deadly one. He hadn't even told me! Apparently the average leukocyte count is between 5000 and 9000 and my leukocyte count was at 12000! However, today it was back down 7000. A lot of other numbers were down too. I found out later that on the way out he whispered to my mom that if ANY of the symptoms returned to come back immediately. Well I'm glad I'm in the clear... for now anyways...

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Stick Couple...





I found this cute little program online and thought it was adorable! I'm SO in love with this boy and treasure every minute we spend together. It says 'my stick family' and although we aren't a family yet... one day...

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Courage

I had to speak at New Beginnings for the young women of my family's ward tonight (my mom happens to be the young women's president - that's why I was chosen). The mutual theme for this year is from Joshua 1:9 I believe. "Be strong and of a good courage, be not afriad, neither be thou dismayed - For the Lord thy God is with thee, withersoever thou goest." I absolutely love this scripture. It also happens to be the seminary theme from last year that we picked from seminary counsel - ironic? I don't think so.

For my talk at this fireside, I was suppose to talk about having courage while going off to college and getting married; because I'm such an expert on these two areas. But I believe it was a very successful talk - I made my mom and one of my former young women's leaders shed, or get close to shedding, a couple of tears. Very successful. I wanted to share one of the quotes I found while preparing for this talk... this morning :) Of all the quotes I found, this was my favorite -

"You don't develop courage by being happy everyday. You develop it by surviving difficult times and challenging adversity".


Wednesday, February 3, 2010

The Cost of Independence

College just isn't the same when you're living at home...I LOVED living on my own, taking care of myself, and having a "sister/roommate" to talk to and hang out with all the time. Don't get me wrong, I love my family, but I want to have that college experience I'm suppose to have... If I could, I would find somewhere up in Ogden to live but it's sooo expensive :( And that's one of the main reasons I'm going to Weber, to save money. sigh...

Tanner lives on his own... He moved out and lives in Gail and Roxann's basement apartment by himself. His older brother, that comes home from his mission tomorrow, is probably going to live with him. I'm extremely jealous. Yet another problem with me moving to Ogden - I would be even farther away from Tanner :( sigh...

Why does money have to have so much control?

Sunday, January 24, 2010

My 19th Birthday

For my 19th birthday, Tanner took me on the most wonderful date! We began by going to "The Roof" for dinner. (A very expensive, yet beautiful restaurant on the top of the Joseph Smith Memorial Building) They had live piano music played on a beautiful, clear grand piano, and the pianist even played happy birthday for me :) Tanner and I decided that one day we will be rich enough to eat at places like that all the time. We felt so grown up!
This was our GORGEOUS view! Taken right out of the window that was a foot away from us. I think Tanner was trying to tell me something... ;) We were able to watch the last part of the sunset as we ate. After dinner, we headed to Kingsbury Hall to see a soul music concert in honor of Martin Luther King Jr. (It happened to be Martin Luther King day and my birthday)
The concert was phenominal! I had an absolute blast. Tanner and I even stood up to sway and clap to some of the amazing music :) My favorite part of the concert was the mime choir. I had never heard of a mime choir before, but it was one of the coolests concerts I've been to.
On our way back to the car, we stopped to walk around Temple Square - it was absolutely empty and SO romantic. We took a lovely stroll through the square and stopped to take some pictures in front of the temple.

The picture of our feet was our atempt at trying to set the camera on the ground and use the timer. Like I said, the place was empty. Luckily some people walked by and offered to help. But I thought it was a cute picture anyways :)

This was one of the best birthdays I have had! Tanner always plans the most amazing romantic dates and I love every single one! I had SO much fun! I'm nervous to try and plan a birthday date for him that will measure up...

Friday, January 15, 2010

Lunch and the Library

Tanner and I went to Salt Lake last Saturday to go to lunch and then study at the library. Lunch was great! We went to Leatherby's.
We both had their delicious chicken fingers and then split dessert.
It took us FOREVER to get to the library though. I didn't think it would be that hard to figure out which trax to ride, but apparently it is...
We were so cold and tired that by the time we got to the library we were both in the mood for a nap, so we didn't get much studying done... Definitely felt that on our first anatomy quiz today. We both bombed it. Another saturday at the library tomorrow...

Friday, December 18, 2009